I'm sorry to make so many short journals. This one will be long, and probably some bad news.
Well, here we go. First of, I would like to thank each and every single one of you amazing people for allowing me to have my art on here and to actually like some of my adopts.
It means a great deal to me. Though I may seem like a scatterbrained fluff ball, lately, (I think it is just my over emotional state right now), I feel as though my art is worthless.
I love to draw, I honestly do and it kills me to see all my hardwork even with an adopt that takes all day or a few days to barely profit anything.
I am really trying to save up money, and for various reasons.
I don't really like to voice them since this isn't a site to do such things on. Save all of that for facebook in my mind...But I don't use facebook so here we go;
We recently had to junk our only vehicle due to the entire frame being cracked to the point where if we had hit a rough pot hole or curve, it would have snapped and probably hurt or kill us. That being said, we now have no transportation aside from the kindness that my neighbors Tyler and Rachel provide when needed for gas money of course.
Gas aint cheap 0-0
Secondly, we got to see my dad's MRIS of his foot and partial leg. The bones are black. That means they are dead and need to be cut off. We figured it was going to happen and suspect it will be from the knee down. The reason for this is due to the doctor in which operated in a tainted environment without gloves and dirty tools. My mom actually has pictures of it all. Due to being exposed to such filthy conditions, my dad became ill with MRSA. Though it is a dangerous illness if left untreated, he has been fine with it. He hasn't had an outbreak in almost 2 years now.
With all this, we have discovered the very bones that are being removed are being removed most likely due to his bones having become septic. I don't really know what that means, but my dad can barely walk as it is.
I'm trying to price how much a prosthetic would cost if his insurance doesn't cover it. If it does, woohoo!
Along with all of this, it would seem I also need to get my son a new bed and new shoes, maybe a few jackets too. Money is very tight right now, and that's why I have been doing so many auctions, I have been trying to raise money; And I know, I also put points up as an option because I heard that you can make points into money... I just don't know how yet.. u-u
With all of this being said, and I am sorry if it is dim to hear; I might quit making adoptables and just sell the rights for my jubokko ponies, lanterns, and call it quits on the whole adopt thing.
I will always be open for commissions, though it seems that's not really a thing that happens either.
Once again, I'm sorry guys, I'll try to figure all of this out. I probably will delete this journal later, I just needed to vent out a little bit.